18-Dec-2010 - its the 18th days of december oredy. way fast! xmas is like a week away. january is coming very fast. new team, new work.. hmmmm so so so nervous. i cant heard my heart pumping hard. lol... just like my 1st day here. but luckily i adapt fast here. hope wud be the same there.
last week, i went to an extreme expedition with love. tooo tough! i didnt expect the expedition will be so so so soo much tougher. seriusly, i tot its just another outdoor activity. simple. it turns out to be so extra challenging. its raining heavily all the way. i cant barely see ahead. my raincoat is like flying. the wind is too strong. im freezing. cant actually breath well. in the lodge also, i cant sleep. i cant ctach my breath. way tough... i tot im dying of acute oredy. sigh... luckily i make it, ALIVE & SAFE. Thanks to love who give me 7* CARE & LOVE. Muah...
now, i no longer feeling down bcoz of peoples i love. i learned my lesson. no matter how long u two been together, theres no guarantee he's urs. so, i will continue being close to both of them w/o me hoping, i'll marry one of them. i cant settle down, for i know i love them both. cant let them go. i want them both. oh! bitch i am!!!! but hey, i didnt actually stop them from going out with another girl. we are not tied. so... its fair & square!
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