Today is THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 4th, 2010. Genap 2 MINGGU me & love didnt actually meet in person. Kalah org kerja OFFSHORE, atleast confirm every two weeks they will be ONSHORE. Al-kesahnya, love shud have reach hometown this morning, but UNLUCKILY, there is NO TICKETS until WEEKEND!!! I am so FRUSTRATED. I tot I can spend DEEPAVALI with him. Spend weekend with him. Sigh. I cant complaint much tho coz I know his work very very well. Kalau anda anda & anda di tmpt sy, can u stand being AWAY from ur LOVED one? To be frank, sometimes, I feel so much SUFFERED. Seriusly I TRUSTED him, I never have a bad thought saying he might go out with someone else. Well maybe I sound so NAIVE.. But this is the real me. When I trust someone, I trust him completely.
To be contd....
Today is MONDAY, NOVEMBER 8th, 2010. Finally, love already home. Happy happy mode. There are lotsa lotsa tough thing happens to me lately. I need love by my side. Only he can make me happy. I always wanna be with him. But ya, both of us are tied with our career. Besides me having a curfew at nite. Hmmm cant see him as frequent as I want. Met him at 6pm than we having dinner together. Grab some groceries the supermarket nearby. Before we go back, love kiss me at my forehead. I feel completely secure. I remember smiling all the way home. It made my day. We supposed to meet up tonite but I cant go home late otherwise the daddy will be bla bla bla, of coz I understand he worry bout his daughter's safety. I dont blame him, I am grateful to have a daddy who care.
Oh I have bad bad news. Love will be leaving again within this week. For about another 2 weeks. Hmmmm I wonder y TWO WEEKS love to separate us. Please be GOOD to me. Worst case scenario, love will be leaving on, say NOVEMBER 10th, TWO WEEKS ends on NOVEMBER 24th. Sigh....... Can you see the date? Now is only 8th, possibly we only can meet again on the 24th, 25th or maybe 26th! OMG.... Thats toooooo long. Hmmm. I am so missing spending time with him. Going to the movie, or touring around KK. Hmmm.. November is supposed to be sweet..... I wonder y I need to face this. My hope now, DECEMBER will be OUR MONTH. Please GRANT my WISH dear ALLAH. Amin,
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