THURSDAY, 11-11-10. Day 1, love being away from me. Spent 3 days of November with love atm.. sempat dating twice. *blush*blush*. I am so happy. He is a good companion actually. Even tho our status is not clear. Actualy i almost give up, coz i realy tot he quit maa. he seldom kol me for the past two weeks, so DISASTER ok! *sad*sad*. But the I confront him oredy, voicing out my concern bout his what-i-called-ignorance... He deny it, the term IGNORANCE is so NOT TRUE. He just being TENSION & PRESSURE with his never-ending-job. I mean, 24 days out of 30 day of a month being away from home, spending time very less with the parents & family... I understand than y... I felt so GUILTY. & now bcoz I complaint bout that, he started to kol & kol me. I feel a bit so worry actualy, I am afraid he might tinks that I am so childish & spoil.. Hmmmm..... Oh I hate this feeling. Please go away!
TUESDAY, 10-NOV-10. 1st time this month we go dating malam. I have curfew remember. I inform my fam early, Im going out with the frens. Sorry dad, its actually "going out with FRENS with no S at the back". Becoz i ady said im sulking, he loves to sakat me more! which is making me smiling all the way! he is very good in it. OK i give up, forgiven. We talk n share our story. I must admit, I love him more day by day, I cant afford to lose him. Hear me Lord, I need him in my life.... God Willing.. Someday, we'll be legally united. *smile*smile*
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